The Boy Who Used to Delay His Prayers
 He remembered his grandmother's warning about praying on time: "My son, 
you shouldn't leave prayer to this late time." His grandmother's age was
 70 but whenever she heard the Adhan, she got up like an arrow and 
performed Salah/Namaz/prayer. He, however could never win over his ego 
to get up and pray. Whatever he did, his Salah was always the last to be
 offered and he prayed it quickly to get it in on time. Thinking of 
this, he got up and realized that there were only 15 minutes left before
 Salat-ul Isha. He quickly made Wudhu and performed Salat-ul Maghrib. 
While making Tasbih, he again remembered his grandmother and was 
embarrassed by how he had prayed. His grandmother prayed with such 
tranquility and peace. He began making Dua and went down to make Sajdah 
and stayed like that for a while.
He had been at school all day and 
was tired, so tired. He awoke abruptly to the sound of noise and 
shouting. He was sweating profusely. He looked around. It was very 
crowded. Every direction he looked in was filled with people. Some stood
 frozen looking around, some were running left and right and some were 
on their knees with their heads in their hands just waiting. Pure fear 
and apprehension filled him as he realized where he was.
His 
heart was about to burst. It was the Day of Judgment. When he was alive,
 he had heard many things about the questioning on the Day of Judgment, 
but that seemed so long ago. Could this be something his mind made up? 
No, the wait and the fear were so great that he could not have imagined 
this. The interrogation was still going on. He began moving frantically 
from people to people to ask if his name had been called. No one could 
answer him. All of a sudden his name was called and the crowd split into
 two and made a passageway for him. Two people grabbed his arms and led 
him forward. He walked with unknowing eyes through the crowd. The angels
 brought him to the center and left him there. His head was bent down 
and his whole life was passing in front of his eyes like a movie. He 
opened his eyes but saw only another world. The people were all helping 
others.
He saw his father running from one lecture to the other, 
spending his wealth in the way of Islam. His mother invited guests to 
their house and one table was being set while the other was being 
cleared. He pleaded his case; "I too was always on this path. I helped 
others. I spread the word of Allah. I performed my Salah. I fasted in 
the month of Ramadan. Whatever Allah ordered us to do, I did. Whatever 
he ordered us not to do, I did not." He began to cry and think about how
 much he loved Allah. He knew that whatever he had done in life would be
 less than what Allah deserved and his only protector was Allah. He was 
sweating like never before and was shaking all over. His eyes were fixed
 on the scale, waiting for the final decision. At last, the decision was
 made. The two angels with sheets of paper in their hands, turned to the
 crowd. His legs felt like they were going to collapse. He closed his 
eyes as they began to read the names of those people who were to enter 
Jahannam/Hell.
His name was read first. He fell on his knees and 
yelled that this couldn't be, "How could I go to Jahannam? I served 
others all my life, I spread the word of Allah to others." His eyes had 
become blurry and he was shaking with sweat. The two angels took him by 
the arms. As his feet dragged, they went through the crowd and advanced 
toward the blazing flames of Jahannam. He was yelling and wondered if 
there was any person who was going to help him. He was yelling of all 
the good deeds he had done, how he had helped his father, his fasts, 
prayers, the Qur'an that he read, he was asking if none of them would 
help him. The Jahannam angels continued to drag him. They had gotten 
closer to the Hellfire. He looked back and these were his last pleas. 
Had not Rasulullah [saw] said, "How clean would a person be who bathes 
in a river five times a day, so too does the Salah performed five times 
cleanse someone of their sins?" He began yelling, "My prayers? My 
prayers? My prayers?"
The two angels did not stop, and they came 
to the edge of the abyss of Jahannam. The flames of the fire were 
burning his face. He looked back one last time, but his eyes were dry of
 hope and he had nothing left in him. One of the angels pushed him in. 
He found himself in the air and falling towards the flames. He had just 
fallen five or six feet when a hand grabbed him by the arm and pulled 
him back. He lifted his head and saw an old man with a long white beard.
 
He wiped some dust off himself and asked him, "Who are you?" 
The old man replied, "I am your prayers." "Why are you so late! I was 
almost in the Fire! You rescued me at the last minute before I fell in."
 The old man smiled and shook his head. "You always performed me at the 
last minute, and did you forget?" At that instant, he blinked and lifted
 his head from Sajdah. He was in a sweat. He listened to the voices 
coming from outside. He heard the adhan for Salat-ul Isha. He got up 
quickly and went to perform Wudhu. 
"Say Your Prayers Before Prayers For You Are Said."
 
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